I have to admit to beginning to feel normal again. It is coming up on a week since Honey died.
I went to one of the places in the country we used to walk, which was near a place called "Honey Hollow"! Once, we were walking along the canal and there was a snake sunning itself across the path. I grabbed a stick and flipped the snake into the canal. Honey was very impressed! The thought of going there was very strong and it helped with the grief. Actually, we used to drive around on our adventures in that part of the world which was cathartic.
Anyway, I plan on doing a rainbow bridge ceremony tonight.